~ PT3 RESULT ~

HELLO TO MR NOBODY,

It's been a long time since i updated any news about myself. Well now I'm going to share some news with you guys if you want to know.

Tomorrow I'm going to take my PT3 result. Ha Ha . Not a good news for me actually. Cause I didn't manage to get flying colours on my exam. *sighhh..... well let bygones be bygones.

Now I'm going to start a new chapter about my journey to score for SPM since it's the biggest // scariest // difficult wars to win. So i really need to prepare myself with  physically and mentally .I want to further my study too just like 'them' .So I really going to try my best now. Full power loaded for next year.

Okay here the thing is.Well many people hate PT3. Same goes to me. My friends and I was talking about the PT3 result which we are going to get it tomorrow and they hoping that the grade is going down. I donno lah, its feel weird. For me, I really hate high hopes. 

For example, you hope that the result will be different tomorrow. Then, when you take the result you see that the result is the same or maybe worst. What will you feel? You feel frustrated right? Thats what I hate. Its's not like I'm giving a bad omen but it's the thruth. Do you actually think beforehand before you said about it? Well i give a lot of shit just thinking about it. With my family like this. You never know what it feel's like when you have a genius brother while you are extreamly normal or a loser little sister in the family?

You should never, ever, believe that there are no parents in this world who are not judging their own child. But nahh..... I was so immature back in the days.Now i accepted it already. There's no point of complaining it. You should just keep on moving and become better. Far more better. People grows when they fail. People grow from their weaknesses. Just aim for the best and you will see the light waiting for you. 

PT3? shit... just aim for SPM. this is the critical part. stop playing and joking around saying you're not afraid. You betcha better prepare yourself. Or you're going down. Just a words of advice.

'Believe that there's always a chance for you to shine and when the times come, grab it and never let it go because there is never a second chance. ' 

Add Math ?!

Throwback ( 5-11-2015 ) ,

It was thursday afternoon, i was preparing myself to go to tuition. So like usual, my mom will send me. It's actually not a good start since my freinds and I split class. Means, we will not meet in the same class like before. So this is it, My first class was ADD MATH. I was stitting alone that day , thinking what will happen to me for this year :( . 

Than my add math teacher, Mr Low, came in. He asked me to sit infront which i followed his order. But....... he called me Siti --". (which is not my name and quiet rude to change my name to Siti ). Then he asked me " Is it my name really is Siti?" and i said " NO ". He asked me my name and i tell him my name is Afiqah. ( usually i will tell people my name is Alani but my tuition friends usually call me Afiqah so i told him my name is Afiqah) .

Then he shout. "WHAT!!! YOUR NAME IS AFIQAH? DO YOU HAVE SISTER NAME AFIQAH TOO?" so I said yes. Then he think it's very weird for us to have the same name .........

Since that day, he always tell me about my sister. and that is not really the problem. The problem is...... HE WILL TELL HIS STUDENT ABOUT ME --". and i don't know why he needed to do that? for what reason is still unknowns. i'm not realy mad but i'm not really happy. TO BE HONEST. It's really embrassing. 

Tomorrow ..... every students from every add math class will combine because of Mr Low problem. and i really hope he will not call my name. please Mr Low. I'm begging you. *cryyy